Monday, 25 November 2019

Out Now...


ADMETUS GAEA 1
The Gaean Prophecy
Publisher: MLRPress




Blurb:
When their world calls for a saviour to come forththey don't exactly get what they ask for. Instead, they get someone better, who just happens to save the world along the way.

Jondalar needs to find out who the traitor is among his people, before they can do more harm. In bringing his son back to Gaea he may very well have doomed them all, but a war is coming, and this was the task the Goddess had given him to do.

Grayson Gellespie finds himself thrust into the role as the saviour of a world he believed was nothing but an imaginative story. What does he do when he finds out it's real? How will he find the way to save them all? He's also bonded to Lord Jondalar Arindad of the Elvin-Kind. They must work together to save the people he's come to know and love.

Excerpt:

Prologue

The End

Grayson knew he wasn't born of this world because he could still remember his past, yet he knew with every fibre of his being that he belonged here. The world he now found himself in, and these creatures that lived here, were in his blood. At first, he hadn't understood where he was, or how he'd gotten here━or if 'here' was even real. He thought maybe everything he was experiencing was the symptom of some coma-induced dream, filled with the silent stories that his foster brother, Jarkebb, used to tell him. In the end, Grayson found it didn't matter anymore. Here, all those characters he'd always loved and hated so much were now more than just a figment of his overactive imagination.

Here━they were real!

Grayson looked down at his wounded companion. "Let me tell you a story."
Closing his eyes, he stroked his friend's long red hair as his head lay in Grayson's lap. It was matted with blood. Grayson didn't know if it was theirs or one of their enemies━and didn't care. He let his mind drift back to the day he woke up and found that he no longer existed. He concentrated hard on the events that occurred just before his world had changed forever. He could almost taste the smoothness of the Baileys on the rocks, could almost feel the warmth that flowed through him as Jarkebb had wrapped his arms around him in an excited hug. A smile touched his mouth as he recalled his other life. He didn't want to have to think about the sound of the feet marching towards them, knowing today might very well be the day they all died.

And so, his story began.

*****
The beginning

Lord Jondalar Arindad's body prickled with apprehension as he watched the wizard walk toward the Sigale. Even now it filled him with a sense of awe that the gateway still stood proud and tall in the pale moonlight. It was as if the Sigale knew its very reason for being was for tonight and tonight alone. No one knew for certain just how long the sacred gates had existed. Some say the gates had been this way since the dawn of time. Others thought they were a gift from the Great Dragons that had once freely roamed over the skies of Gaea. No one could know for certain until the Great Dragons wished to reveal themselves once more--which was unlikely ever to happen. In all the searches that had been made for their hidden lair, no one had come close to locating the creatures.

The ancient prophecies foretold a stranger who would come as a reward from the Goddess herself. With his arrival, a great change would begin. This would awaken the Great Ones and unite all Gaeans as one. Over a thousand generations had come and gone since the last Great Dragon had been sighted.

A thousand generations, during which Gaea had fallen into hatred and darkness.

A thousand generations in which despair had run rampant until all hope was lost.

The Sigales were created for something. There was one major Sigale on each continent, with lesser portals used to travel for those who knew how. The Sigales were meant to change the way of things, yet in recent history this particular gate had been used only twice. Once to send away someone who was banished, and now tonight it was being used to bring that same someone home.

War was coming.

Jarkebb Arindad had been in banishment for the past fifteen years. Now with the great unrest happening between the continents, he was needed home again. His return would bring forth the stranger destined by the Goddess.

The wizard stood before the Sigale. Turning slightly, the wizard looked directly into Jondalar's eyes to confirm all was in readiness to begin. At the slight inclination of his head, the magic man turned once more to face the Sigale. His whole being seemed focussed upon the incantation he was about to perform. Breathing deeply of the crisp night air, Jondalar watched as the wizard raised his arms towards the heavens and began.

"Ky del aeel ja emryss (I call upon the eye of the world,)
Tam liena na hale ghen (Where creation did begin.)
Ky del aeel fom Belda Gaea (I call upon our Mother Earth,)
Da gil sha sutrhun ralta (To promise her power within.)"

As the wind picked up in velocity, Jondalar's hair whipped about his face as he stared at the wizard's fingers lightly tracing over the intricate patterns upon the surface of the Sigale. The gateway was once more coming alive under his caress. Soon...soon the sacred gate would be fully open between the worlds and his son would be able to return home where he belonged. Jondalar stood and scrutinised what was happening, just to make sure the fool wizard was doing everything right. He didn't want to come so close, only to have it all ripped away from him.

"Ky del aeel ja Dragon essane (I call upon the Dragon's breath,)
Da Dias ja Sigale se frie (To open the gates of time.)
Ky del aeel ja dos nodine (I call upon the four winds,)
Jaey sutrhun da mietscra (Their powers to entwine.)
Ky del aeel ja dye fen sutan (I call upon the sun's own strength,)
Da raden ja janadrae hi (To light the traveller's way.)
Ky del aeel ja santarn dho (I call upon the rainbow's end,)
Tam Gaeae sutan anahol li (Where Earth's strength does lie.)"

The power in the air surrounding them began pulsating like the beating of a heart. The wind's intensity grew stronger, wailing in unison with the sound of the wizard's voice. Jondalar felt as if the very earth was rising up to wrap itself lovingly and protectively around his body, its presence responding to the ancient language in which the other man spoke.

As the Wizard Kynnan chanted, Jondalar's thoughts drifted to the beautiful face of the young man who had filled his dreams with nightmares for centuries. Those nightmares had vanished with the banishment of his son. Jondalar hoped that his actions tonight would not bring them back once more. For fifteen years, he'd both longed for and dreaded this night because--while his son had been banished--so had the dreams. This wizard had better know what he's doing and not screw things up like the last one had.

"Ky del aeel loscae chenadae roden (I call upon the star's true light,)
Da jahen ja janadrae erros (To bring the travellers near.)
Ky del aeel ja winane bien trel (I call upon the first moonbeam,)
Grietan ralta ja Dragon deoc (Trapped within a Dragon's tear.)"

Lightning tore across the darkened sky and thunder echoed through the nearby mountains. Both of them could barely keep their bodies upright as the wizard fought to finish the incantation.

"Ky del aeel ja ranae se frie (I call upon the royals of time,)
Da Dias ja Sigale rya winon (To open the gates as one.)"

The wind buffeted around Jondalar as he desperately tried to hold onto his footing. The elements felt as though they were both helping and hindering all at the same time. None of it mattered. The only thing that did was the return of his son.

Jarkebb would be here soon.

"Ky del aeel liena gael (I call upon creation's hand,)
Da envay sha baha rhal (To lead her lost souls home.)"

The darkness exploded momentarily into daylight as the full force of the incantation was released around them. The sacred gate now stood aglow. As if by magic, the midday sun had come to replace it. The imagery was there for but a moment before everything imploded into utter chaos.

Chapter One

Earth 2013

Grayson had always loved listening to Jay's stories. He usually lost himself completely in the lives of the creatures therein. He'd known Jay for most of his life. Though sometimes he felt as though he'd woken up one day and Jay had simply appeared, as if by magic. The reality was Jacob Arin was his foster brother. Jay's parents had been killed when he was only nine years of age. No one had understood his inability to speak. They blamed the disability on the trauma of having survived the car crash, which had taken the lives of both his parents, yet Grayson found his muteness calming, and was content to spend hours with his silent friend.

In all honesty, words didn't matter between them. For some reason, each knew exactly what the other was thinking. Still, for the comfort of the family, they used sign language--only occasionally falling back into their silent ways. Grayson had only been six when Jay first came to live with his family and after fifteen years, they were still the very best of friends. They'd even moved out of their home and into an apartment together when Grayson had turned eighteen.

Tonight's story was about one of Grayson's all-time favourite characters: Jondalar Arindad━Lord of the Elven-kind and Master of Gustave Castle in the province of Meadow Run. Jondalar was trying to bring home the son who had been lost. Their world thought the son had been banished by the should-be-king, Tristram Deloraine. None of them knew the truth, not even Lord Jondalar himself. Only the Lady--the Goddess--and King Tristram knew where and for what reason the child had been sent away. The boy had been instructed to find the person of whom the prophecies spoke. If he made it home again, he would fulfil an important part of his destiny.

Grayson wasn't even sure why he liked Jondalar so much, because by the way Jay spoke about him, the guy was a bit of an arse, but lately he often found himself just reflecting━or even dreaming━about the man. In his mind, he knew every little detail about him━from the distracted way he would pace a room when thinking, to the scar that marred his chest below his heart where the magics had burned him the night his son had been sent away. The scar was in the shape of a Dragon in flight and had intrigued Grayson so much that when he'd turned eighteen, he'd gotten the same design tattooed on the inside of his left wrist. Jay had laughed at his obsession with the Elven-kind lord. He couldn't explain why, yet somehow the tattoo made Grayson feel closer to the character. Okay, call him crazy, but some days he wished Jondalar Arindad was real.

*****

Jacob stared at what appeared to be confusion on his best friend's face. He was trying to explain to Grayson that his destiny, and the part he had to play in the prophecy, was about to unfold. The truth was, Jarkebb Arindad had always been destined to join the races of the Faerie and the Elven-kind. And in doing so, he would start war among the races of Gaea. This part of his fate was not something that Jacob looked forward to. Many innocent people would have to needlessly die just so he could return to his family, his home, and the man he had loved since his birth.

"Jay," Grayson signed, interrupting the flow of the story, "does Zadyn even know that he's supposed to marry Lord Jondalar's son?"

"They were bonded the day Zadyn was born. It doesn't matter if they know each other or not." He wished Grayson would just let him get on with the story━time was running out.

"Bit of a shock, don't you think? For Zadyn, I mean. What if this son's an arsehole? Or as ugly as sin? It's just that someone as beautiful as the prince deserves...well..." Grayson shrugged as he smiled at him.

"So you think that you know what the Faerie prince looks like, hey?"

"As a matter of fact, I do." Grayson blushed. "In my mind, I see him as perfection itself. Yet when out of his father's sight and hearing, he's freer. He's as wild as the wind and a touch mischievous. Is that how you see him? I wonder if Jondalar's son knows Zadyn has two sides? What's his name?" Grayson asked, and Jarkebb━Jacob━didn't know how to answer. "Why haven't you ever told me his name?"

Jacob smiled sadly. He wondered if Grayson was truly ready to hear the truth. The truth being he, Jacob, was, in fact, Jarkebb Arindad, son of Lord Jondalar, and Grayson Gellespie was, in fact, the person foretold of in the Gaean prophecy. Grayson may not be ready for it, but he needed to be told, for Jarkebb could already feel the sensation of his own body being called home. Soon, the doorway to Gaea would be open once more and they would both be pulled back through to their destinies.

Reaching out, he brushed a strand of hair out of Grayson's eyes. It amazed him that no matter how well he secured his friend's hair, those two strands always worked their way loose.

"I have only seen the prince when he was but a small child. I do not know what the prince looks like now, yet the way you have described him is how I think of him. In my heart, I know I'll love him with everything that I am. Only in death can a bonding be broken." Jarkebb winced as the roar of the gateway filled his mind.

"What?" Grayson looked as if he wasn't sure whether Jay was just yanking his chain or whether he really believed what he was saying. Fear flooded his friend's eyes as a strange halo of light appeared above them. Reaching out, Jarkebb took hold of Grayson's hands in his.

"Gray...I'm Jarkebb Arindad. I am of the Elven-kind. Lord Jondalar is my father."

Jarkebb knew this was the first time Grayson had had ever heard a sound other than terror, grief, or laughter come out of his mouth. It seemed to stun him. Jarkebb couldn't take the time to comfort his friend, so he tried to get it all out at once before Grayson's life changed forever. "We're being called home, Gray."

Grayson didn't have time to voice the building scream as Jarkebb grabbed him. He pulled Grayson to him in a tight embrace as the halo of light shot down and enveloped them both.

"I'm sorry," was the last thing Grayson would have heard before the darkness tore him away from Jarkebb and claimed him as its own.

*****
Admetus━parallel timeline

Jondalar stared in disbelief at the young wizard standing amongst all the destruction. His body pulsed with anger as he realised they were still alone.

He isn't here!

Something had gone wrong.

Where is my son?

Jondalar stormed towards the Wizard, until his hands connected with Kynnan's chest.

"Wizard!" Jondalar roared. The anger coursing through his body lent strength to his words. "Where is he?"

Kynnan stumbled backwards to stand in apparent stunned silence as the wind died and the dust settled around him. With the returning of the darkness, Jondalar could almost sense the other man's fear growing.

"I-I-I don't understand," Kynnan stuttered slowly. "He should be here. I can feel his life bond."

"I want him found!" Jondalar snarled at the incompetent wizard, before turning towards the portal. "And, wizard, I hold you to blame for this. Find him, and do not fail me again." He spat the last word out as he stepped through the portal without looking back.

Of all the idiotic things I've ever undertaken, retaining that fool to do my bidding is now at the top of the list. He'd better fix this, or all hell is going to break loose. I'll find a nice cell in the dungeon to accommodate him for a while.

The mere thought had him making plans as he slowly made his way back to the castle. Bringing Jarkebb home had been only a fraction of the things he had going on in his life. Somewhere in his household there was a traitor━someone selling information to Tristram, or more to the point, Tristram's sister.

*****

Sunday, 24 November 2019

Em's Turn...



What inspires some of my writing.

Here are four to listen to.

Enjoy them ━ I do.



Nickelback always makes me want to start writing The Lines of Marsden.
This song for me is pure Michael and Doyle.


Falling in Reverse and I'm itching to write Experimentals.
Any music like this gets my brain going for my boys.


Paolo Nutini comes on & The Connelly Clan are at the forefront of my mind.
Particularly Ray, and I don't why.


The Killers are my fall back band ~ just because I love them.
And as crazy as it seems the Wardens of the Guild boys love them as well.

Saturday, 23 November 2019

So Damn Tired & Other Ramblings...

This post might be more me just rambling on about all the crap floating around inside my head at the moment. You know a problem shared and all that ━ let's see if it's true.

I think my granddaughter has hit the terrible twos early. She was a pain in the arse the other day while we were at shopping. I can handle most things but not the screaming when she doesn't get her own way. I know she was probably just tired, but hell kid, so am I.

Christmas is quickly coming up and I'm not prepared for it this year. I am so far behind on everything. I'm at the point where I'm deciding whether or not I can even be bothered decorating the house. The cats and the grandkid are only going to destroy it. More so the cats (Robson the youngest cat is a terror with the decorations).

I worry about everyone who is in and around all the bush fires and other natural disasters. I mean, I have people all over the world who are facing some kind of dilemma or other. With us, here in Australia at the moment it is still the fires and dust storms. The air is filled with smoke and dust. I feel like I haven't breathed a clean breath in months. I heard on the news out of the last 22 fires in Queensland 18 of them were started by minors... what the fuck is the world coming to when someone thinks today will be a good day to go out and start a freaking fire... I just don't get it. The problem is we are already in a drought situation and now with fighting fires, it is draining what little water supplies we have.

I totally suck at social media ━ why I hear you ask? Because I keep forgetting to do any. I am so fricken slack at this shit. I really need to get my head back into writer mode... 2020 is going to be my year, damn it! I need you all to kick my arse if I start to slack off again. Feel free to drop me a line on my ask me page and tell me to get my arse into gear. I have schedule carefully worked out for next year on the 2k a day method... so it should work and when I put it up on the 1st blog for the new year everyone will know what books I'll be working on each month and kick my arse if I slack off. Next year I have to wrap up a couple of series so I need to stick to my schedule like crazy. I'm even starting a couple of new series as well. Okay, maybe it's a spin-off of an already existing series.

I hate distractions and bloody hell, wouldn't you know it. The cricket has started, and what did I do today? Watch the damn cricket instead of writing like I should have ━ Naughty NJ. I promised myself this morning that I was going to be good and then blew it as soon as we started feilding. I suck. Tomorrow... I'll get back to writing tomorrow.

Friday, 22 November 2019

Change Of Blog Colours

I know I usually wait until the end of December to change everything, but I decided I needed the boost early. So here I am changing it all today. I hope you like it. I was originally going to go back to red, but I thought blue might be nice for a change.

I promise I am trying to get better at this whole Blogging thing, and by next year I hope to be back to how I used to be. Where I blogged all the time until you were sick to death of me. 

Let me know what you think of the colours... or if you think anything needs to be changed, or if I've forgotten anything. I can easily remedy the situation. Unless of course, I don't have a clue how and then you'll have to talk me through it...LOL. what? It's been known to happen.

Beautiful According To Me...

Beauty comes in many forms, and everyone sees it differently. Here are a few people and other things who I think are beautiful... You can judge for yourself.

Jonathan Rhys Meyers ━ Need I say more.
My inspiration for Benj and Michael Marsden... Also Ray Connelly.

This Guy ━ No clue who he is.
But god I love all that red hair and the beard.

I've always loved these creatures.
Pity they don't make good pets ━ and it's illegal to keep them.

This person's hands.
I don't know why I like them ━  I just do.

Andy Sixx ━ Character Inspiration.
I reckon he'd make a great looking demon or vampire.

Wolves ━ Another favourite creature.
Probably why I love writing shifter stories.

Thursday, 21 November 2019

We Can All Stop Looking...

I finally found that amazingly safe place I stashed my plot drafts book for all my storylines.  I was so fricken lost without it. Not that I actually follow what I've written too closely, but at least it gives me a beginning and an end. It also gives me a loose transcript of how to get there. The rest is entirely up to me. (Yes... I know I write them both... the plotlines and the stories), but I never follow the scripts I set out, my characters always seem to have other ideas.

EXAMPLE #1: Way back when I started writing The Lines of Marsden 1: The Rules are Meant to be Broken all those years ago, it was going to be Michael and Christian all the way. Benj and Doyle had other plans though and demanded I change things, or at least they bribed Vlad (the keeper/manager of the carnage inside my head) to divert the storyline to their way of thinking, (he's so easily bought).

EXAMPLE #2: I want The Connelly Chronicles 3: Because of You to go one way, and the characters keep messing with the storyline and sending me off in a whole different direction completely. So at the moment, we are at a standoff. I really need to get this one done by the end of the year so I hope one of us give in soon. I dare say Nate and Dan will win, especially if GG and Girly have anything to say about it

EXAMPLE #3: The boys in Sons of Evenmore 3: Fear The Scarlet Moon have decided to throw the script completely out the window and write their own, and now I'm trying to steer them back to where I need them to be at the end of this current story, or the next one won't make any sense. I wonder if I'll manage it. Phoenix, Linkin, and Cooper are fighting me the whole way.

EXAMPLE #4: Shane from  The Connelly Chronicles wants me to stop writing him as a douchebag, and give him his own story so he can redeem himself and get his happily-ever-after. I keep telling him it's not as simple as that, but do you think he's listening. I secretly think Vlad is egging them all on. No wonder I have a migraine most days.

EXAMPLE #5: Don't even get me started on the previously released books that I need to find new homes for as some of them want me to change them completely and I'm not sure that is advisable two of the main contenders are The Diamond Rose 1: The Gateway to Kalethia... and The Freedomers 1: Zephania's Chance (in this one some characters are demanding I change their sex for the rewrite) I'll have to enquire about that one.

Tuesday, 19 November 2019

Healing Nicely...

In the beginning:

This is me just after getting my neck cut open and a small nodule removed. My neck is all swollen and stinging and really it was really hard to swallow. I could hardly talk the next day. Though, I did bust it open the day after I got it done, so that could also contribute to the whole not talking thing.

A week later:

I'm healing nicely. I'm pretty bruised and it's still tender to the touch. all my stitches are internal and will melt away they tell me━weird if you ask me. I can't wait for it to be healed completely as it is annoying as hell. It hasn't started to get itchy yet. You know that crazy itch you associate with healing. I know it's coming and I'm dreading it.

Monday, 18 November 2019

Another Gorgeous One...

Firstly, I want to thank the amazing Lex Valentine for her fantastic work. I absolutely love my cover for the next instalment in The Lines of Marsden series. Meet Doyle Kerwin... well, my version of him at least. Lex has captured him beautifully. I couldn't have asked for anything better. 


You can find more of Lex's awesome work here

Sunday, 10 November 2019

This is Me...

I've just finished galley proof edits on Admetus Gaea 1: The Gaean Prophecy and sent it back. Hopefully, I'll have a release date to share with you all soon.

I'm still doing NaNoWriMo... though due to the galley proofing, I'm a couple of days behind so now I have to play catch up to be able to finish Sons of Evenmore 3: Fear the Scarlet Moon, & start Wardens of the Guild 3: Heartstrings... Wish me luck.

I'm having both good days and bad days with my back. I now have an exercise plan in place. Though, I want to run through it with my doctor before I start in case I have the wrong ones. There were two lots on the rehabilitation site and I'm not sure which ones I'm meant to be doing.

I'm not in the path of the fire that is going on around my area, so for the moment I'm safe and so is my family that live around here. We might not be getting the fire, but we are getting tons of dust storms. Everything is covered in dust in my house, which means once the dust has finally blown away and settled down we'll all have to spring clean and wash/wipe out the whole house again. I only did this about a month ago when the last dust storm rolled through town.

Though I have to ask... why is it when my life is so hectic, we could almost call it out of control. New story ideas are trying to push their way to the forefront of my mind demanding attention? Don't they know I just need a little space to finish off the current WIPS for the year without starting something new?

Sunday, 3 November 2019

Steam...

I'm not talking about the steaminess that happens in stories today. Though, to be honest we could probably spend a lifetime talking about that. Instead, I'm wanting to discuss food...

I've really been getting into steamed food. Steamed meats to be more precise. So far I have only done chicken, a rump roast, corned silverside, and today I'm trying a rolled pork. Though I'm not too sure about today's efforts as I'm not a huge lover of pork, Mum wanted to try it so here I am cooking it. So far everything we have steamed has been melt in your mouth moist and tender, way better than roasted. I was never a huge fan of roasted meats as I always thought they got too dried out. I think I've even converted my brother to steamed chicken.

The best part is I freeze the steaming water which I flavour with all the herbs and spices, and pull them out later to use as stock bases for stews and soups. So, its a win-win for me. I also thicken them and eat them with rice as a gravy. I'm not fussy. Well, I don't save the corned silverside one as that is basically a vinegar flavoured one but the rest are usually very delicious.

Since I have decided to eat healthier, my mind has been on food. Not that I really ate unhealthily before. More, I just ate the wrong things at the wrong time. I'm willing to try new things. Though it's hard with having thyroid problems as that messes with everything (I know way too much information) I think you will find 2020 will be the year where TMI will be a constant thing with me. I have some life goals I want to achieve, and you━my readers━are going to be my sounding boards to keep me on the straight and narrow so to speak. I can talk more about those as we step from this year into the next.

My cats (Oliver & Robson) must like the smell of the pork steaming as they seem to be hanging around the kitchen a lot today. Usually by this time they have found their sleeping spots and are content to sleep away the daylight hours until they can cause havoc all night by playing tag throughout the house and cat enclosure.

Saturday, 2 November 2019

NaNoWriMo & Other Things...

Well as everyone knows NaNoWriMo started yesterday. So, not a good time to get sick. I came down with the same 72-hour virus that has been making its way through our house. Not fun at all. I had trouble adding my word count━basically, I had to delete my project and re-enter it so that I could get the word count button, so I add my words for each day. At least it's working now.

I think we have finally solved the whole no wardrobe situation at the kid's house. This weekend they are picking up the second-hand wardrobe sets that they bought 9 pieces for $315. It'll do the whole house.

I can't believe how fast this year has flown by. 2020 will be here before we know it. That gives me a little while to work out a plan for the next year. I have my writing plan set. I just need to get my life plan set out. I don't want to get to the end of next year and feel as worn out as I do this year━if that makes sense.

Though I am excited, my Tae-Bo DVD's finally arrived so I can get back into my exercising again. I don't know what happened to my last ones. They just seemed to disappear on me. I bet someone borrowed them and just never returned them to me. Typical! Once I stop being sick I will start getting back into it.

Man, I have a headache today. I'm hoping this is just a side symptom of the virus and not a lingering thing. I haven't had a bad headache/migraine since being on my migraine medication, and I don't want it to start all over again.

Tuesday, 29 October 2019

Wednesday, 23 October 2019

Okay...


Well, we all survived the bush fires. Though, they did make it to the paddock at the end of my daughter's street at her old house.

My daughter and her family, finally found a new house. Their landlord had decided to put their old rental on the market to sell and wanted to renovate it━hence the whole having to move deal. I've been helping them move over the last week━I'm bloody pooped. 

The worse thing is both Emily and Grace have been sick. There is a virus going around. I hope I don't catch it. Not with NaNoWriMo is about to start.

Skin cancer results came back (1 good - 1 bad) but we caught it in time, and I still have one to go. I can tell you I am over stitches though. They are a pain in the arse.

My daughter and her partner Elliot are getting married next year. So that will be the next thing on our planning list. Her cousin Jared is walking her down the aisle. He is so chuffed. They are planning on having it in the yard at their house. At least the yard of the new house is big enough to do so.

The covers for Admetus Gaea 1: The Gaean Prophecy... & The Lines of Marsden 4: The Trail of Red Roses have been sent out to the very talented Lex Valentine. At least I think she has both of them.

Wednesday, 9 October 2019

***NEWSFLASH***

BUSHFIRES are raging all around us at the moment. I just want to let everyone know I am safe for the moment. Though, yesterday the fires were across the street from my daughter Emily's house in Laidley. They are still on high alert. That one is still active, so they have enough stuff packed in case they have to evacuate in a hurry. I'm already babysitting the cat. One less worry for them if they have to leave in a hurry. She'll (Daisy) will stay with me until they are given the all-clear.

Monday, 7 October 2019

Just A Quickie...

Admetus Gaea 1: The Gaean Prophecy is definitely now at Formatting.

The Lines of Marsden 4: The Trail of Red Roses is about to be started 1st edits this week on my editor's end... Good luck Christie N.

The Connelly Chronicles 3: Because of You has left the track I was planning on and gone in a whole new direction. Hopefully, I can bring it back by the end of the book. Though, to be honest I'm liking this new direction a lot.

Hidden Hearts 1: Harder & Harder to Breathe, & 2: One Last Kiss Goodbye I'm still waiting to hear back from the publishing house about them.

House is quiet now that my granddaughter Grace has gone home. She had a sleepover here. We baked scones and cooked food. She had a ball and kept me on my toes. Thank god I can hand her back after one night. I'm too old to have little kids (yes, some days 50 feels too old).

Saturday, 5 October 2019

Admetus Gaea & Other Things


Well, I've just finished the last of the edits on Admetus Gaea 1: The Gaean Prophecy... Now it off to Kris J at formatting I think. One step closer to being released.

I've also been helping my daughter and son-in-law house hunt. As they have to find a new place as their landlord is selling the house they are currently in. So, it's drama central here it's here at the moment.

Still working on The Connelly Chronicles 3: Because of You, I still have to write a bit more each day to catch up but it will be worth it in the end.

It was stinking hot here last night, I had a crap night sleep, so I definitely think today will be a slow stay at home kind of day. Which will mean my cats (Oliver & Robson) will probably be as annoying as they can be.

I've had some skin cancers burnt off, but in the upcoming weeks I have to have 3 cut out. 2 on my back and one on my throat. That's what I get for not wearing sunscreen and hats as a kid I suppose. It's coming back to bite me in the arse now. At least it's nothing too serious.

Thursday, 3 October 2019

Quick Update.

Okay, after babysitting my granddaughter Grace for the morning I spent the arvo doing proofer edits on Admetus Gaea 1: The Gaean Prophecy, and sent them back to Christie N at MLRPress. I was pleased to see how few there were only 4.

I've hit a plateau in my weight loss. so I have to rethink the way I'm doing things. My goal is to lose another 17kg (37.47lbs) over the next year. Hopefully, this is doable. Last year I lost 14kg (30.86). If I can reach my goal over the next year it will be a total of 31kg (68.34lbs).

I've just joined a group on Facebook, which will hopefully be the kick in the pants I need to get me back on track with my writing and help me catch back up with The Connelly Chronicles 3: Because of You. So wish me luck.

Tuesday, 1 October 2019

Dang It...

Alas, Hidden Hearts 1: Harder and Harder to Breathe and Hidden Hearts 2: One Last Kiss Goodbye wasn't accepted by Pride Publishing, so I have to try and find a new home for them. Wish me luck. I don't look at it as a rejection, just as the stories weren't right for what Pride is currently looking for. 

I'm still working on The Connelly Chronicles 3: Because of You which will go to Pride as it is part of a series I currently have with them. I think the new track I have taken with it will suit them just fine. I have also planned out  Wardens of the Guild 3: Heart Stings and hope to get that finished by the end of the year as well.

NaNoWriMo is fast approaching and I'm still determined to get Sons of Evenmore 3: Fear the Scarlet Moon knocked out, and that's where I'll make the start on Heart Strings. I'm quite looking forward to it this year.

Other than that: I fell off the front garden bed this morning and hurt my back. It hurts like a bitch. Hopefully, It won't keep me down for long as I have too much stuff to do to be in pain. Luckily I have some pain killers to help me through the worst of it.

Saturday, 28 September 2019

What's The Goss?

Well, Today I'm not feeling too crash hot so I decided to cook a steamed chicken. It would have to be one f my favourite eats. This time I have flavoured it with honey, soy & garlic... along with the rest of my usual herbs. It's going to be flipping amazing and so moist. I can't wait, because it smells so good.

I got woken up at the arse-crack of dawn by birds flying around. they have been noisy as f*@k lately, either they're migrating somewhere and just passing through, or it's currently mating season. Either way, they like to wake the whole damn neighbourhood up.

We have been spring cleaning around the house. At the moment, it's washing out all the window tracks. Pain in the arse, but it has to be done. It was the one job we forgot after we had the huge dust storm a couple o weeks back.

I found out Admetus Gaea 1: The Gaean Prophecy is at the proofer. So I'll hopefully get it back for the final run-through then it should be off to releasing. I still haven't heard about a cover yet. I'm hoping to any day now, but honestly, I'm not expecting it until after everyone is back from GRL, but hoping that I'm lucky and get it early.

I'm still working on The Connelly Chronicles 3: Because of You. Okay, I did go through and rework some of the stuff I swore I wasn't going to do. For some reason, I keep going off track with this one and I don't like that at all, so I have to keep redoing it until I get it back to where it should be.

Friday, 20 September 2019

Memories & Whatnot...

🔷Been thinking about all the people I've fallen out of touch with over the last couple of years and been wondering how they have all been doing. I mean I still see them on Facebook and wonder is it as easy as reaching out and saying hello. Will that start the friendship back up or have too many years come and gone? Though I wish them all well in what they are doing now.

🔷This photo was taken at GRL many years ago and we all had a ball this day. Especially, when we got the pics of Kelly lying under the bushells of dried chillies━which she was deathly allergic to. Though, I wasn't too fond when they all wanted to go and visit the tattoo shop with the spiders and I had to wait outside. I'm the one in the bottom row with the sunnies on. The amazing Z is beside me. Above me is my daughter Emily Kate, then the awesome Kelly, and lastly the talented Embry.

🔷This is me today. Older wiser (hopefully). Less hair. Less weight, and way more tattoos. I'm still writing even though I did take a couple of years off due to family problems and ill health. I'm sure I have already told you all about that crap somewhere along the line.

🔷Finally, for today I'm getting back into my writing, even if I have fallem behind on my schedule, though I will be back up to date within the next two weeks or so. I'm also getting organised for NaNoWriMo. I'm going to complete the book that I failed to get to a few years ago In NaNoWriMo 40K> Sons of Evenmore 3: Fear the Scarlet Moon & for the last 10K I will start on Wardens of the Guild 3: Hearts Strings.

Sunday, 15 September 2019

Headache Today...

I can't concentrate today to do anything today so My word quota isn't getting met. I'm lucky if the rest of my household chores are even going to be done on time.

At least I managed to get the washing done. I finally got some of the clothes back that my daughter borrowed off of me when she was pregnant━my granddaughter is now 18 months old. I wonder how old she'll be when I get the rest back.

I spent 8 hours yesterday over at my daughter's place moving stuff around and sorting through clothes = keeping some and donating others. Emily is moving a bookcase into her spare room. It's where they keep all their DVD's. They want to be able to shut the door and keep them out of Grace's hands.

My sister came around to pick up some stuff and ended up taking home two bags of clothes that no longer fit me. At least that gets them out of my closet. I'm trying to simplify my wardrobe so it's making it easier to match my clothing when I need to get dressed.

One of the big lessons I've learned since losing the weight that I have 18kg (39.68 lbs) besides the obvious of my clothes not fitting me. Is that now none of my shoes seem to fit me either. I hate looking for new shoes because it takes me forever to find ones I like that are comfortable as well.

Friday, 13 September 2019

This Is Me

🔸I woke up with a headache this morning. I had a long day yesterday running around doing errands. Though, I did meet my wordage quota on The Connelly Chronicles 3: Because of You, mainly because I did the words the day before and the little bit I still need to do will get done today.

🔸I have started the arduous task of spring cleaning the whole house. How do I accumulate so much clutter throughout the year? My mantra for this year is less is more━so I'm literally going to be going through everything once again and donating what I don't need to the op shops, so it can all find a new home somewhere else. Decluttering can be so therapeutic. Though, some of the stuff is going to my sister.

🔸I've been spending some time with my granddaughter━boy does she crack me up with her antics. I can't wait for her to start talking in full on sentences. I reckon she is going to be a chatterbox for sure. It will drive her mother crazy as her mother was always anti-social. It will be a fun dynamics to watch. At the moment she is growing out of shoes like nobodies business.

🔸Why is it when you want to buy something you can never find it in any shop━no matter how hard you look. I'm after some melamine serving spoons. Once, upon a time you could buy them by the dozen and nowhere I've been, stocks them anymore. It's driving me nuts.

🔸This arvo I have swimming lessons with my granddaughter━I'm just the helper on the side of the pool. I won't get in, mainly because I don't want to get bronchitis again.

Thursday, 12 September 2019

This Is The Day We All Need To Ask...



Sometimes when the world gets to be too much we need someone who understands what we're going through, and even if they haven't walked a mile in your shoes. They're still willing to listen. Believe me, those people are out there just waiting. It could be calling into an anonymous hotline, or as simple as calling a friend.

Help can come in many forms.  So talk to a friend... or talk to a stranger... just as long as you talk to someone before you do something that may be irreversible. 

Life is precious.

Wednesday, 11 September 2019

Em's Turn



Hope you enjoy what
 I'm listening to at the moment.
4 songs just you. 
Just remember,
 I spend a lot of my time
 with an 18-month-old.




I used to sing On the Dark Side to my daughter and nephew when they were babies to get them to go to sleep.



Gracie just loves her Zacky Boy.



Gracie loves walking around with my/our BVB beanie on.



This one really is for my daughter Emily.

Tuesday, 10 September 2019

Today I Am...

I've been taking pictures of the bugs invading the hibiscus tree in the front garden of the tattoo shop. In case you didn't realise I live above a tattoo studio. They seemed to have changed colour. last week they were an irredescent blue and now they have gone all red.

I've also almost gotten over my cold, and then this morning I was doing the simple chore of folding up some washing and threw my back out━I just can't bloody win.

I have also been watching an awesome series in my opinion on Netflix called: The Bletchley Circle. I think I'm about halfway through season one. so far I've enjoyed it a lot.

I'm also cooking a baked dinner for lunch today. Well, I'm doing all the vegetables. My brother is doing the meat and gravy part of it all. It will still meat a lot of cooking on my part, but I got up early and prepped the veggies. 

I'm also writing my wordage on The Connelly Chronicles 3: Because of You today and it will bring me up to 19K... so far the writing plan is working out fine.

Still trying to find homes for some of my previous Fireborn books I'm just not sure what to do with them. But I have to do something. Or else they will sit on my computer forever.

I also have new story ideas that I can't yet touch until I tie up a few of the older storylines. So I've just been jotting down basic plot lines to keep the ideas there. Eventually, I'll be able to come back and revisit them.

We've been having some windy weather here of late. Which, in itself isn't so bad━it did break the whirlybird on our roof, but the worse thing is for us it's bushfire season and we have a few bad ones raging nearby. A lot of people's homes, livestock, and livelihoods are about to go up in smoke. Not to mention all the wildlife we'll lose. I heard on the news this morning that some of the fires were deliberately lit━I mean what the fuck goes through someone's head to think today would be a great day to set fire to the world? I just don't understand people like that. And worse yet it looks like it could be school kids who did the deed. What the hell were they thinking?

Monday, 9 September 2019

I've Been Busy...

Yesterday I spent the day making up a calendar template that I can use each year to set out my writing for the year. I worked out that if I work on 2K a day I can write 2 (100K) novels and 15 (40K) novellas a year. that still leaves time for doing edits. I'm happy with that. Now it just means sticking to it. I'll try it out for the end of this year. 

This is what I'll be working on:
The Connelly Chronicles 3: Because of You
Cotter's Girls 1: Tash (M/F)
Sons of Evenmore 3: Fear the Scarlet Moon (NaNoWriMo)
Wardens of the Guild 3: Heart Strings (NaNoWriMo-partly)
Lancaster's Way 3: Pre-loved
Experimentals 3: Messages from the Dead (just the start as it continues into 2020)

So Far I've been keeping up with my word count along with doing my edits on other books. The big test will be when I get first edits back on The Lines of Marsden 4: The Trail of Red Roses. I'll let you all know.

Saturday, 7 September 2019

Playing Catch Up

Robson loves helping me when it comes time to work. I don't get much done, but he thinks he's doing a great job. Oliver, on the other hand, is off somewhere sunning himself. Though, not today as we are having a dust storm. I think it's probably from the fires we have hereabouts. All I can smell is dust in the air. Not the greatest thing in the world after being ill.

Today I'm supposed to be writing and I need to make it to 13K on The Connelly Chronicles 3: Because of You to keep me on track for my end of year of my writing schedule.

I'm waiting for the final line edits on Admetus Gaea 1: The Gaean Prophecy... and first edits on The Lines of Marsden 4: The Trail of Red Roses.

I still haven't heard from MlRPress about covers yet. I will have to email my editor to make sure if I sent the cover art forms to the right place.

Tuesday, 27 August 2019

Still Sick...

Yeah, I'm still fighting this damn cold. The nose is drying up, but I still feel as if I'm coughing up a lung. My head is still pounding and my ears are ringing like nobodies business, and somewhere along the way, I lost my sense of taste. I'll be glad when everything is back to normal. Even Emily is still trying to shake off this cold as well. I blame her for giving it to me.

It's all overcast here today. I hope we get some rain, we surely do need it. The grass all around us is as dead as a doornail.

One of the houses across the road is going to be moved out today/night. Not sure where it's going to. I just hope another house goes in and they don't build a block of flats/units.

Grace (my granddaughter) just went through some teething and went from having 4 teeth to having 12 teeth. So she has been a cranky little miss for the last few days. I say feed her what she likes as she is off eating at the moment except for chicken nuggets, coloured popcorn, and chocolate. 

The chicken noodle soup I cooked was good━not that I could taste it, or really smell it━but my mum told me it tasted really yummy so that was a plus. I was afraid I was going to overcompensate with the spices because I couldn't taste if there was or wasn't enough.

The weather is starting to warm up here. So hopefully, it will be time to pack the jeans and jumpers away for another year. I much prefer wearing shorts and skirts. hell of a lot easier when it comes to washing day as well. Yeah, I'm bitching and complaining, but what else is new?

I still haven't heard anything about covers yet, but considering everyone is probably getting ready for GRL then I won't here until after that is over and done with... or is that already been and gone? With being sick I've kind of lost track of what's been going on with everyone.