Tuesday, 26 November 2019

Dang that hurts...

I went to bed with a migraine last night and woke up this morning with a sore back. How is that fair. I can hardly bloody move. I hate it when my back is sore... 

At least I only have to go out once today, and then I'm at home writing all day. I'm well on the way to finishing Sons of Evemnore 3: Fear the Scarlet Moon by tomorrow. Then I start on Warden of the Guild 3: Heartstrings. Yes, these are the ones I'm doing for NaNoWriMo ━I might not make it to the whole 50K but I'll get damn close.

Summer hasn't even really started yet, and it is as hot as hell. I'm dreading for when we hit the peak of the hot season. Rain━forget it. It seems to want to rain everywhere, but where I am living. Not that I'm bitching━much. The fires are still going strong in and around the country.

Other than that, Vlad is telling me to wrap this up because we have writing to do. If we get on a good roll we might even finish Sons of Evenmore 3: Fear the Scarlet Moon today as we only have 7kish to write on it.

Monday, 25 November 2019

Out Now...


ADMETUS GAEA 1
The Gaean Prophecy
Publisher: MLRPress




Blurb:
When their world calls for a saviour to come forththey don't exactly get what they ask for. Instead, they get someone better, who just happens to save the world along the way.

Jondalar needs to find out who the traitor is among his people, before they can do more harm. In bringing his son back to Gaea he may very well have doomed them all, but a war is coming, and this was the task the Goddess had given him to do.

Grayson Gellespie finds himself thrust into the role as the saviour of a world he believed was nothing but an imaginative story. What does he do when he finds out it's real? How will he find the way to save them all? He's also bonded to Lord Jondalar Arindad of the Elvin-Kind. They must work together to save the people he's come to know and love.

Excerpt:

Prologue

The End

Grayson knew he wasn't born of this world because he could still remember his past, yet he knew with every fibre of his being that he belonged here. The world he now found himself in, and these creatures that lived here, were in his blood. At first, he hadn't understood where he was, or how he'd gotten here━or if 'here' was even real. He thought maybe everything he was experiencing was the symptom of some coma-induced dream, filled with the silent stories that his foster brother, Jarkebb, used to tell him. In the end, Grayson found it didn't matter anymore. Here, all those characters he'd always loved and hated so much were now more than just a figment of his overactive imagination.

Here━they were real!

Grayson looked down at his wounded companion. "Let me tell you a story."
Closing his eyes, he stroked his friend's long red hair as his head lay in Grayson's lap. It was matted with blood. Grayson didn't know if it was theirs or one of their enemies━and didn't care. He let his mind drift back to the day he woke up and found that he no longer existed. He concentrated hard on the events that occurred just before his world had changed forever. He could almost taste the smoothness of the Baileys on the rocks, could almost feel the warmth that flowed through him as Jarkebb had wrapped his arms around him in an excited hug. A smile touched his mouth as he recalled his other life. He didn't want to have to think about the sound of the feet marching towards them, knowing today might very well be the day they all died.

And so, his story began.

*****
The beginning

Lord Jondalar Arindad's body prickled with apprehension as he watched the wizard walk toward the Sigale. Even now it filled him with a sense of awe that the gateway still stood proud and tall in the pale moonlight. It was as if the Sigale knew its very reason for being was for tonight and tonight alone. No one knew for certain just how long the sacred gates had existed. Some say the gates had been this way since the dawn of time. Others thought they were a gift from the Great Dragons that had once freely roamed over the skies of Gaea. No one could know for certain until the Great Dragons wished to reveal themselves once more--which was unlikely ever to happen. In all the searches that had been made for their hidden lair, no one had come close to locating the creatures.

The ancient prophecies foretold a stranger who would come as a reward from the Goddess herself. With his arrival, a great change would begin. This would awaken the Great Ones and unite all Gaeans as one. Over a thousand generations had come and gone since the last Great Dragon had been sighted.

A thousand generations, during which Gaea had fallen into hatred and darkness.

A thousand generations in which despair had run rampant until all hope was lost.

The Sigales were created for something. There was one major Sigale on each continent, with lesser portals used to travel for those who knew how. The Sigales were meant to change the way of things, yet in recent history this particular gate had been used only twice. Once to send away someone who was banished, and now tonight it was being used to bring that same someone home.

War was coming.

Jarkebb Arindad had been in banishment for the past fifteen years. Now with the great unrest happening between the continents, he was needed home again. His return would bring forth the stranger destined by the Goddess.

The wizard stood before the Sigale. Turning slightly, the wizard looked directly into Jondalar's eyes to confirm all was in readiness to begin. At the slight inclination of his head, the magic man turned once more to face the Sigale. His whole being seemed focussed upon the incantation he was about to perform. Breathing deeply of the crisp night air, Jondalar watched as the wizard raised his arms towards the heavens and began.

"Ky del aeel ja emryss (I call upon the eye of the world,)
Tam liena na hale ghen (Where creation did begin.)
Ky del aeel fom Belda Gaea (I call upon our Mother Earth,)
Da gil sha sutrhun ralta (To promise her power within.)"

As the wind picked up in velocity, Jondalar's hair whipped about his face as he stared at the wizard's fingers lightly tracing over the intricate patterns upon the surface of the Sigale. The gateway was once more coming alive under his caress. Soon...soon the sacred gate would be fully open between the worlds and his son would be able to return home where he belonged. Jondalar stood and scrutinised what was happening, just to make sure the fool wizard was doing everything right. He didn't want to come so close, only to have it all ripped away from him.

"Ky del aeel ja Dragon essane (I call upon the Dragon's breath,)
Da Dias ja Sigale se frie (To open the gates of time.)
Ky del aeel ja dos nodine (I call upon the four winds,)
Jaey sutrhun da mietscra (Their powers to entwine.)
Ky del aeel ja dye fen sutan (I call upon the sun's own strength,)
Da raden ja janadrae hi (To light the traveller's way.)
Ky del aeel ja santarn dho (I call upon the rainbow's end,)
Tam Gaeae sutan anahol li (Where Earth's strength does lie.)"

The power in the air surrounding them began pulsating like the beating of a heart. The wind's intensity grew stronger, wailing in unison with the sound of the wizard's voice. Jondalar felt as if the very earth was rising up to wrap itself lovingly and protectively around his body, its presence responding to the ancient language in which the other man spoke.

As the Wizard Kynnan chanted, Jondalar's thoughts drifted to the beautiful face of the young man who had filled his dreams with nightmares for centuries. Those nightmares had vanished with the banishment of his son. Jondalar hoped that his actions tonight would not bring them back once more. For fifteen years, he'd both longed for and dreaded this night because--while his son had been banished--so had the dreams. This wizard had better know what he's doing and not screw things up like the last one had.

"Ky del aeel loscae chenadae roden (I call upon the star's true light,)
Da jahen ja janadrae erros (To bring the travellers near.)
Ky del aeel ja winane bien trel (I call upon the first moonbeam,)
Grietan ralta ja Dragon deoc (Trapped within a Dragon's tear.)"

Lightning tore across the darkened sky and thunder echoed through the nearby mountains. Both of them could barely keep their bodies upright as the wizard fought to finish the incantation.

"Ky del aeel ja ranae se frie (I call upon the royals of time,)
Da Dias ja Sigale rya winon (To open the gates as one.)"

The wind buffeted around Jondalar as he desperately tried to hold onto his footing. The elements felt as though they were both helping and hindering all at the same time. None of it mattered. The only thing that did was the return of his son.

Jarkebb would be here soon.

"Ky del aeel liena gael (I call upon creation's hand,)
Da envay sha baha rhal (To lead her lost souls home.)"

The darkness exploded momentarily into daylight as the full force of the incantation was released around them. The sacred gate now stood aglow. As if by magic, the midday sun had come to replace it. The imagery was there for but a moment before everything imploded into utter chaos.

Chapter One

Earth 2013

Grayson had always loved listening to Jay's stories. He usually lost himself completely in the lives of the creatures therein. He'd known Jay for most of his life. Though sometimes he felt as though he'd woken up one day and Jay had simply appeared, as if by magic. The reality was Jacob Arin was his foster brother. Jay's parents had been killed when he was only nine years of age. No one had understood his inability to speak. They blamed the disability on the trauma of having survived the car crash, which had taken the lives of both his parents, yet Grayson found his muteness calming, and was content to spend hours with his silent friend.

In all honesty, words didn't matter between them. For some reason, each knew exactly what the other was thinking. Still, for the comfort of the family, they used sign language--only occasionally falling back into their silent ways. Grayson had only been six when Jay first came to live with his family and after fifteen years, they were still the very best of friends. They'd even moved out of their home and into an apartment together when Grayson had turned eighteen.

Tonight's story was about one of Grayson's all-time favourite characters: Jondalar Arindad━Lord of the Elven-kind and Master of Gustave Castle in the province of Meadow Run. Jondalar was trying to bring home the son who had been lost. Their world thought the son had been banished by the should-be-king, Tristram Deloraine. None of them knew the truth, not even Lord Jondalar himself. Only the Lady--the Goddess--and King Tristram knew where and for what reason the child had been sent away. The boy had been instructed to find the person of whom the prophecies spoke. If he made it home again, he would fulfil an important part of his destiny.

Grayson wasn't even sure why he liked Jondalar so much, because by the way Jay spoke about him, the guy was a bit of an arse, but lately he often found himself just reflecting━or even dreaming━about the man. In his mind, he knew every little detail about him━from the distracted way he would pace a room when thinking, to the scar that marred his chest below his heart where the magics had burned him the night his son had been sent away. The scar was in the shape of a Dragon in flight and had intrigued Grayson so much that when he'd turned eighteen, he'd gotten the same design tattooed on the inside of his left wrist. Jay had laughed at his obsession with the Elven-kind lord. He couldn't explain why, yet somehow the tattoo made Grayson feel closer to the character. Okay, call him crazy, but some days he wished Jondalar Arindad was real.

*****

Jacob stared at what appeared to be confusion on his best friend's face. He was trying to explain to Grayson that his destiny, and the part he had to play in the prophecy, was about to unfold. The truth was, Jarkebb Arindad had always been destined to join the races of the Faerie and the Elven-kind. And in doing so, he would start war among the races of Gaea. This part of his fate was not something that Jacob looked forward to. Many innocent people would have to needlessly die just so he could return to his family, his home, and the man he had loved since his birth.

"Jay," Grayson signed, interrupting the flow of the story, "does Zadyn even know that he's supposed to marry Lord Jondalar's son?"

"They were bonded the day Zadyn was born. It doesn't matter if they know each other or not." He wished Grayson would just let him get on with the story━time was running out.

"Bit of a shock, don't you think? For Zadyn, I mean. What if this son's an arsehole? Or as ugly as sin? It's just that someone as beautiful as the prince deserves...well..." Grayson shrugged as he smiled at him.

"So you think that you know what the Faerie prince looks like, hey?"

"As a matter of fact, I do." Grayson blushed. "In my mind, I see him as perfection itself. Yet when out of his father's sight and hearing, he's freer. He's as wild as the wind and a touch mischievous. Is that how you see him? I wonder if Jondalar's son knows Zadyn has two sides? What's his name?" Grayson asked, and Jarkebb━Jacob━didn't know how to answer. "Why haven't you ever told me his name?"

Jacob smiled sadly. He wondered if Grayson was truly ready to hear the truth. The truth being he, Jacob, was, in fact, Jarkebb Arindad, son of Lord Jondalar, and Grayson Gellespie was, in fact, the person foretold of in the Gaean prophecy. Grayson may not be ready for it, but he needed to be told, for Jarkebb could already feel the sensation of his own body being called home. Soon, the doorway to Gaea would be open once more and they would both be pulled back through to their destinies.

Reaching out, he brushed a strand of hair out of Grayson's eyes. It amazed him that no matter how well he secured his friend's hair, those two strands always worked their way loose.

"I have only seen the prince when he was but a small child. I do not know what the prince looks like now, yet the way you have described him is how I think of him. In my heart, I know I'll love him with everything that I am. Only in death can a bonding be broken." Jarkebb winced as the roar of the gateway filled his mind.

"What?" Grayson looked as if he wasn't sure whether Jay was just yanking his chain or whether he really believed what he was saying. Fear flooded his friend's eyes as a strange halo of light appeared above them. Reaching out, Jarkebb took hold of Grayson's hands in his.

"Gray...I'm Jarkebb Arindad. I am of the Elven-kind. Lord Jondalar is my father."

Jarkebb knew this was the first time Grayson had had ever heard a sound other than terror, grief, or laughter come out of his mouth. It seemed to stun him. Jarkebb couldn't take the time to comfort his friend, so he tried to get it all out at once before Grayson's life changed forever. "We're being called home, Gray."

Grayson didn't have time to voice the building scream as Jarkebb grabbed him. He pulled Grayson to him in a tight embrace as the halo of light shot down and enveloped them both.

"I'm sorry," was the last thing Grayson would have heard before the darkness tore him away from Jarkebb and claimed him as its own.

*****
Admetus━parallel timeline

Jondalar stared in disbelief at the young wizard standing amongst all the destruction. His body pulsed with anger as he realised they were still alone.

He isn't here!

Something had gone wrong.

Where is my son?

Jondalar stormed towards the Wizard, until his hands connected with Kynnan's chest.

"Wizard!" Jondalar roared. The anger coursing through his body lent strength to his words. "Where is he?"

Kynnan stumbled backwards to stand in apparent stunned silence as the wind died and the dust settled around him. With the returning of the darkness, Jondalar could almost sense the other man's fear growing.

"I-I-I don't understand," Kynnan stuttered slowly. "He should be here. I can feel his life bond."

"I want him found!" Jondalar snarled at the incompetent wizard, before turning towards the portal. "And, wizard, I hold you to blame for this. Find him, and do not fail me again." He spat the last word out as he stepped through the portal without looking back.

Of all the idiotic things I've ever undertaken, retaining that fool to do my bidding is now at the top of the list. He'd better fix this, or all hell is going to break loose. I'll find a nice cell in the dungeon to accommodate him for a while.

The mere thought had him making plans as he slowly made his way back to the castle. Bringing Jarkebb home had been only a fraction of the things he had going on in his life. Somewhere in his household there was a traitor━someone selling information to Tristram, or more to the point, Tristram's sister.

*****

Sunday, 24 November 2019

Em's Turn...



What inspires some of my writing.

Here are four to listen to.

Enjoy them ━ I do.



Nickelback always makes me want to start writing The Lines of Marsden.
This song for me is pure Michael and Doyle.


Falling in Reverse and I'm itching to write Experimentals.
Any music like this gets my brain going for my boys.


Paolo Nutini comes on & The Connelly Clan are at the forefront of my mind.
Particularly Ray, and I don't why.


The Killers are my fall back band ~ just because I love them.
And as crazy as it seems the Wardens of the Guild boys love them as well.

Saturday, 23 November 2019

So Damn Tired & Other Ramblings...

This post might be more me just rambling on about all the crap floating around inside my head at the moment. You know a problem shared and all that ━ let's see if it's true.

I think my granddaughter has hit the terrible twos early. She was a pain in the arse the other day while we were at shopping. I can handle most things but not the screaming when she doesn't get her own way. I know she was probably just tired, but hell kid, so am I.

Christmas is quickly coming up and I'm not prepared for it this year. I am so far behind on everything. I'm at the point where I'm deciding whether or not I can even be bothered decorating the house. The cats and the grandkid are only going to destroy it. More so the cats (Robson the youngest cat is a terror with the decorations).

I worry about everyone who is in and around all the bush fires and other natural disasters. I mean, I have people all over the world who are facing some kind of dilemma or other. With us, here in Australia at the moment it is still the fires and dust storms. The air is filled with smoke and dust. I feel like I haven't breathed a clean breath in months. I heard on the news out of the last 22 fires in Queensland 18 of them were started by minors... what the fuck is the world coming to when someone thinks today will be a good day to go out and start a freaking fire... I just don't get it. The problem is we are already in a drought situation and now with fighting fires, it is draining what little water supplies we have.

I totally suck at social media ━ why I hear you ask? Because I keep forgetting to do any. I am so fricken slack at this shit. I really need to get my head back into writer mode... 2020 is going to be my year, damn it! I need you all to kick my arse if I start to slack off again. Feel free to drop me a line on my ask me page and tell me to get my arse into gear. I have schedule carefully worked out for next year on the 2k a day method... so it should work and when I put it up on the 1st blog for the new year everyone will know what books I'll be working on each month and kick my arse if I slack off. Next year I have to wrap up a couple of series so I need to stick to my schedule like crazy. I'm even starting a couple of new series as well. Okay, maybe it's a spin-off of an already existing series.

I hate distractions and bloody hell, wouldn't you know it. The cricket has started, and what did I do today? Watch the damn cricket instead of writing like I should have ━ Naughty NJ. I promised myself this morning that I was going to be good and then blew it as soon as we started feilding. I suck. Tomorrow... I'll get back to writing tomorrow.

Friday, 22 November 2019

Change Of Blog Colours

I know I usually wait until the end of December to change everything, but I decided I needed the boost early. So here I am changing it all today. I hope you like it. I was originally going to go back to red, but I thought blue might be nice for a change.

I promise I am trying to get better at this whole Blogging thing, and by next year I hope to be back to how I used to be. Where I blogged all the time until you were sick to death of me. 

Let me know what you think of the colours... or if you think anything needs to be changed, or if I've forgotten anything. I can easily remedy the situation. Unless of course, I don't have a clue how and then you'll have to talk me through it...LOL. what? It's been known to happen.

Beautiful According To Me...

Beauty comes in many forms, and everyone sees it differently. Here are a few people and other things who I think are beautiful... You can judge for yourself.

Jonathan Rhys Meyers ━ Need I say more.
My inspiration for Benj and Michael Marsden... Also Ray Connelly.

This Guy ━ No clue who he is.
But god I love all that red hair and the beard.

I've always loved these creatures.
Pity they don't make good pets ━ and it's illegal to keep them.

This person's hands.
I don't know why I like them ━  I just do.

Andy Sixx ━ Character Inspiration.
I reckon he'd make a great looking demon or vampire.

Wolves ━ Another favourite creature.
Probably why I love writing shifter stories.

Thursday, 21 November 2019

We Can All Stop Looking...

I finally found that amazingly safe place I stashed my plot drafts book for all my storylines.  I was so fricken lost without it. Not that I actually follow what I've written too closely, but at least it gives me a beginning and an end. It also gives me a loose transcript of how to get there. The rest is entirely up to me. (Yes... I know I write them both... the plotlines and the stories), but I never follow the scripts I set out, my characters always seem to have other ideas.

EXAMPLE #1: Way back when I started writing The Lines of Marsden 1: The Rules are Meant to be Broken all those years ago, it was going to be Michael and Christian all the way. Benj and Doyle had other plans though and demanded I change things, or at least they bribed Vlad (the keeper/manager of the carnage inside my head) to divert the storyline to their way of thinking, (he's so easily bought).

EXAMPLE #2: I want The Connelly Chronicles 3: Because of You to go one way, and the characters keep messing with the storyline and sending me off in a whole different direction completely. So at the moment, we are at a standoff. I really need to get this one done by the end of the year so I hope one of us give in soon. I dare say Nate and Dan will win, especially if GG and Girly have anything to say about it

EXAMPLE #3: The boys in Sons of Evenmore 3: Fear The Scarlet Moon have decided to throw the script completely out the window and write their own, and now I'm trying to steer them back to where I need them to be at the end of this current story, or the next one won't make any sense. I wonder if I'll manage it. Phoenix, Linkin, and Cooper are fighting me the whole way.

EXAMPLE #4: Shane from  The Connelly Chronicles wants me to stop writing him as a douchebag, and give him his own story so he can redeem himself and get his happily-ever-after. I keep telling him it's not as simple as that, but do you think he's listening. I secretly think Vlad is egging them all on. No wonder I have a migraine most days.

EXAMPLE #5: Don't even get me started on the previously released books that I need to find new homes for as some of them want me to change them completely and I'm not sure that is advisable two of the main contenders are The Diamond Rose 1: The Gateway to Kalethia... and The Freedomers 1: Zephania's Chance (in this one some characters are demanding I change their sex for the rewrite) I'll have to enquire about that one.