4 Songs that are stuck in my head.
I figure I mose well share them with you.
Enjoy!!!
Thursday, 12 June 2014
Tuesday, 10 June 2014
My Thoughts On Becoming A Writer...
I'll soon be starting on edits for The Connelly Chronicles 1: Family Connections... I love this story so I don't mind... Bit of useless information... when I first started writing this book I think it was about 1996... I was a young single mum who had way too much time on her hands
This story started as a conversation between me and my niece Leigh Walker (she's 2 years younger than I am)... any way getting back to the story... at that stage the story was just called Ray & Viv.
I never wrote full time because I had so much going on with my daughter...doctors... sports...school. But, at night when she was in bed I needed something to do so during late-night phone calls with my niece we would start talking about my characters and how I saw the story going... At the time Leigh was also writing a paranormal book, but in the end her life took her in a whole other direction (she became a high school teacher)
After a while I put the book away thinking -- what the hell am I doing? I'm never going to be a real writer so why bother? I wasn't depressed or anything - I just was at a cross roads in my life... I still wanted to do something in the writing area and decided to become a journo... until I realised I really didn't want to be asking people all about their private lives. So I went back to writing.
In 2010 I met someone one line (get your minds out of the gutter) James Adkinson later became my beta reader and we have been friends ever since. I even went all the way to America to meet him. he was the one that talked me into submitting something... instead I wrote my first ever fan letter to Carol Lynne and asked her if she would possibly have time to read one of my stories... The amazing thing was she took time out of her busy schedule to read The Lines Of Marsden 1: Rules Are Meant To be Broken... I then sent that story into MLRPress--Why them I hear you ask? I will not admit to or deny that I may or may not have been stalking Ethan Day. Actually I have many books released through MLR they are an awesome company to work for.
Totally Bound was not the first place I subbed The Connelly Chronicles 1: Family Connections... The story had previously been published by the ill fated Silver Publishing (if you want all the goss -- you'll have to go on waiting as I won't be the one losing my temper over everything that happened.) I'm just thankful that someone else saw the potential in the story and was willing to take me on.
The truth is I love writing... I always have... the best present anyone could ever buy me is biros/pens and loose leaf paper. I dream about my own stories... OR... I dream about future stories I'd like to write. I'm the type of person who finds it hard to plot out a story. I much prefer to sit in front of the computer and write whatever falls out of my head. Writing de-stresses me... I find it calming to forge a new world and new characters.
I'm just lucky to have a family that understands my insane need to write... Hell, when we bought our house the first thing my hubs did was build me an office... since then he has closed in part of the front veranda and added on a library for my many books -- both research and pleasure reading.
I have attended a few author conventions such as Meet & Greet with Mark A Roeder (USA)... GRL (Albuquerque; New Mexico; USA)... OZMMMeet (Sydney; Australia)... and I'm possibly attending the Mid-Summer Festival (Melbourne; Australia) next year. I'm not a huge lover of crowds, but they were so worth attending because I got to meet so many wonderful and fascinating people.
I think if you're meant to write then it's as easy as breathing -- Do I think I'm the greatest author out there? Hell No! I write because in my mind if my stories touches at least one person then I have done my job. I personally think I get better with each book I write... The depth of my imagination is endless -- who knows where it will take me in the future.
Monday, 9 June 2014
SENTINELS OF VARNUSE: When The Walls Come Tumbling Down #17
# 17.
Brayden frowned at his father. Everything they’d done
to try and escape had failed. Now his father had found out the real reason they
were still alive. Just the mere thought of the truth was enough to send Brayden
into a panic attack—this couldn’t be real… it just couldn’t
“They can’t have my baby... it’s mine” he said as
he wrapped his arms protectively around his stomach. “They’re not taking
another piece of Quin away from me... this baby is all I have left. I’ll kill
them all before I let that happen.”
“They won’t take your child.” His father laid his
arm gently around his shoulders. “We won’t let them.” Brayden never protested
as his father wiped away the tear that ran down his cheek.
“Quinlan will come for me he won’t let them keep
me.” Brayden shuddered. He had to believe that with all his heart. “Quinlan
will find me.”
Thayer hugged him tighter. “I’m sure that he’s out
there somewhere right now heading in this direction. Why don’t you tell me
about him?”
Brayden knew his father was just trying to distract
him from what was happening around them, but a part of him needed to talk about
Quinlan; because if he talked about him, then maybe it would work as a homing
beacon and bring them back together.
“Quin has always loved me... right from when we
were little.” Brayden turned and smiled sadly at his father. “He used to always
tell me how when we grew up he was going to take me away and protect me from
the world. Protect me from Ormand. Quinlan hated the way Ormand would find ways
of hurting me. He always did it in a way that no one would ever find out, but
Quin always knew. I never told him, but he always knew.”
Shifting his father rubbed his back as Brayden
continued. “Quinlan said I didn’t have to be king when I grew up if I didn’t
want to be. He told me we could go away, just the two of us, and live together
forever and always.” Brayden sniffled. “I gave Quin my heart from the first
moment I saw him in that tree looking over the wall at me. He had heard me
crying and wanted to see if I was okay. He climbed down and just held me tight
to his body while I cried.”
“Why were you crying?” His father asked quietly.
“Ormand had twisted my arm up behind my body until
it was hurting so much. I was only five and Ormand was a lot stronger than me
even back then—hell, he’s still a lot stronger than I am. When Ormand came searching
for me to hurt me some more, he was surprised to find me with a commoner. We
didn’t know at the time that he was Lord Macallister son.” A faint smiled
crossed Brayden's face, “Quinlan got so angry, he just stood right up and
punched Ormand in the nose. Ormand ran away crying. Then Quinlan told me I
belonged to him, and no one was going to hurt me ever again.”
Thayer chuckled, “I remember that day. When asked
if he was sorry, Quinlan said no and he would do it again if Ormand continued
to be a bully. I was so proud of him for standing up for you.”
Brayden grinned, “Remember when Lord Macallister
had to travel and he took Quin with him. Before they left Quin presented me
with Ingrid, and told me she was going to be my bodyguard while he was away.”
Thayer laughed into the dank prison cell they
occupied. “I remember what a fierce little thing she was. She followed you
everywhere, even took to sleeping on your chamber floor of a night. Whatever
happened to her?”
“She’s Quin’s personal bodyguard now. She guards
him as she once guarded me, except now she sleeps in a room joining ours and
not on the floor.”
“Her family were always good people.” Thayer mused.
“Yes, her family raised Javier. He was blinded in
the attack. It was only recently that he and I have been reunited.”
“Blinded,” it fell as a whimper from his father’s
mouth.
“Yes… but now he can kind of see. After he changed for
the first time, his sight came back, but he can’t see any colours. And now, his
eyes look like cat’s eyes.” Brayden bit his lower lip in thought. “Javier’s a
lot stronger and a lot braver than I am.”
“I can’t believe you’re both still alive. For years
they’ve told me you were all dead. That even Fane had been killed upon his
return. I thought your mother was now in rule over Panthea. It was only in this
past year I’ve learnt the truth. One of the guards told me she was killed on
the day that I was captured. She was betrayed by those who had sworn loyalty to
her.”
Brayden began to tremble. “I think Uncle Fane
killed Mother. I was only half conscious, but I remember him striking her body
over and over.” He screwed up his face in concentration. “I think I remember
her laughing and him crying.”
“Fane is your father just as much as I am.” Thayer
said softly.
Brayden sighed, “It is hard to think of him as such
because he has been my uncle for as long as I can remember. I can’t change my
way of thinking over night. Remember, he held me prisoner for ten years, which
is something that is hard to forget.”
“He was a good man—is a good man. What he did to
you, he did out of love. We had promised each other on the nights of yours and
Javier’s births that if anything was to ever happen to either of us then the
other would take over the care of and protection of the children.”
“I know... believe me, I know that. In my heart I
know that, but my head is fighting against that very same knowledge.”
Braden and his father both turned at the sound of
the door opening. Brayden gasped as he saw who came to stand before them.
“Hello, cousin... uncle.” Ormand grinned down at them
both.
Brayden shuddered at the madness he saw in his
cousin’s eyes.
Friday, 6 June 2014
Thursday, 5 June 2014
Wednesday, 4 June 2014
Am I Going Insane?
I sure feel like insanity is a possibility today... I woke up this morning feeling as if I've forgotten something important. I just have no fricken clue what it is that I can't remember.
I'm still on restricted movements until my back heals--still hate stitches with a vengeance--had to go to the doc yesterday to get checked out as I busted them a little...All is well again.
I'm going to take the rest of this month to get my office set up properly. Come July first I don't want to have to scramble to get my hands on things when I need them.
This week I plan on finishing Lancaster's Way 2: A Different Way Of Seeing... I'm just having a slight problem with the plot... once I work out how to do what I want I will be raring to go.
Also this week I'm doing up the in-depth synopsis on The Gaean Prophecies for Wayward Ink Press... splitting the storyline is a lot harder than I thought it would be. But, in saying that I'm not going to let it beat me... I will win the war inside my head and get this shit done.
Tuesday, 3 June 2014
Woo-Hoo!!!
Well, today I received the signed contract for The Connelly Chronicles 1: Family Connections from Claire S at Totally Bound so everything is nice and official now. I can't wait to start on the edits as I really do love this storyline. I think the changes will make it so much better.
Still in talks with Lily V over at Wayward Ink Press for The Gaean Prophecies 1: Admetus Gaea... if everything goes ahead it'll mean some major changes, but I think it'll all be for the better. I believe the changes will make the story arc stronger. I've got to write some in-depth synopsis/storyboard arcs... so keep you crossables crossed for me.
I'm still working in longhand on Lancaster's Way 2: A Different Way Of Seeing... I have only about 6 more K to write and then I can send it off to the beta readers before subbing it to Christie N over at MLRPress.
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